21 Questions

What if we never kissed?
What if we never gave in to the moment that led us up to this?
What if a smile was just a smile and a hug just a hug?
What if we never thought about what it would feel like to love...?
How would it be different if we ignored the lust?
Would it be better if we never had to worry about trust?
Where would we be if I never closed my eyes
While you kissed me slowly from my neck to my thighs?
Do you think you never should have answered the phone?
Would you be happier with your ex, the next or even alone?
When did our light conversations turn into a heavy need?
Would it even matter if I gave you all of me?
What if we never merged the memory of a smile with the sound of a song?
What if you never held me all night long?
Do you wonder sometimes if you made the right decision?
Is this really how love looks when you dream of it's vision?
What if I never believed in second chances?
Or melted at your memory of passionate dances?
How would our lives be different if we never even met?
Is it too late to learn how to forgive and forget?
Would we know what we were missing if we never tried?
And will I ever get past the presence of a lie....

Don't ask me...(Unthinkable)

Can't call this unthinkable....

Not after the way we played with the idea
Set those words free into the night air
Whispering "what ifs" through laughing lips
The whole time blaming it on 80 proof sips
Not usually one for mid day flights but for you I'll board that paper plane
Put fire to fuel and at this height their "crazy" becomes our "sane"
We're just toying with a notion; should that really start a commotion?
Females hate the voice he loves like I've taken the 9th love potion...

But I won't call this unthinkable...

Truth be told,
We probably thought about it long before we knew the story would unfold.
Deep into the innocence of our friendship there lay a dormant seed
Hiding behind playful smiles was a want just waiting to become a need
Check the calendar again because the weather's warm and the month is long
But I'm feeling like February 14th has found me whenever I hear this song
Or should I say these songs since it seems we've created a soundtrack
It's this sound that saves our story whenever I think I should turn back.

Not that this is unthinkable...

It just seemed highly unlikely
That "want me" would morph into a version of "like me"
I'll end that thought before the verb becomes a double for a noun
Another four letter word often lost before it's found
So don't ask me because I'm not ready to be ready
I may be eager to be happy but I'm cool with slow and steady
Besides, I already find pleasure every time we're alone
You've already given me back that smile I forgot I owned

So the possibility of finding what I need inside your heart
Isn't unthinkable at all, it just deserves a lot more thought.

Guest Post: Thought About You

Thought about you all day.
Thought about so much that the day escaped me.
Care none 'cause in thought you were with me.
We held hands we kissed we talked we walked and when we get tired,
We embraced in silence.
I snapped out of these daydreams only to fall into another
Leaving me to wonder if my name was more than just a whisper on your tongue,
Or more than a secret spoken to deaf ears.
Today spoke of how I missed you.
Of how I long for you and yearn to see you if only for a little while.
In my mind that would equate eternity captured by a moment to be dreamt about tomorrow,
When I spend a day
In thought of you

By Rocky M.

Love the Way You Lie

Funny how there's no rewind in life but you can always play it back
And the things you most adamantly oppose you inevitably attract
Groundhog day; repeating the same lines 10 times
I know this argument so well I can recite it with closed eyes
Your kissing words are missing verbs; can't prove it without action
The possibility of more fabricates a frustrated satisfaction
Like the 10th stroke when I feel the sensation magnify between my thighs
Keep moving through the pain hoping to throb until I sigh
But this isn't a physical manifestation of a lust filled need
This is my heart; and you keep breaking it but you've never seen me bleed
So of course you don't believe.
You don't understand the realm beyond what you can see.

I do. I understand it more than the tangible truth
You can't see music but there's something magical that happens in a booth
I can't see God but I fear Him more than what I witness each day
You can't see love, so the concept is just something you use to play?

Now the possibility of less than me has caught you by surprise
You thought I'd be that girl who stays around and loves the way you lie...


...and maybe I will.

Because if you lie the same way you love I'm in for something of a thrill...