Makes No Sense.

He doesn't quite make me crazy
But he pushes me towards the line
Leaving is always an option...just not sure if it's mine
Never in love but we chase each other through fiery storms
Knowing that if we ever caught each other we'd do nothing but burn
But when he's had a bad day I just wanna fuck him til he feels better
Chemistry so sick only in the ocean would it be wetter
That's a little harsh, I know, but that's the energy he brings
That's the damage of a storm without the presence of winds
That's what fire does. It greedily consumes the air.
All the while emitting a heat and a glow that draws you near.
Insane passion repeats the same disturbing ritual
Pretend to care so much we confuse fiction and factual
Did I mean it when I said stay? Or when I said go?
Did he mean it when he said yes? Or when he said no?
If you understand me you're probably stuck in a similar labyrinth
This kind of stupidity must be based on some kind of talent.
Makes no sense to try to justify intentionally being so wrong
But your version of right hasn't appealed to me in so long

21 Questions

What if we never kissed?
What if we never gave in to the moment that led us up to this?
What if a smile was just a smile and a hug just a hug?
What if we never thought about what it would feel like to love...?
How would it be different if we ignored the lust?
Would it be better if we never had to worry about trust?
Where would we be if I never closed my eyes
While you kissed me slowly from my neck to my thighs?
Do you think you never should have answered the phone?
Would you be happier with your ex, the next or even alone?
When did our light conversations turn into a heavy need?
Would it even matter if I gave you all of me?
What if we never merged the memory of a smile with the sound of a song?
What if you never held me all night long?
Do you wonder sometimes if you made the right decision?
Is this really how love looks when you dream of it's vision?
What if I never believed in second chances?
Or melted at your memory of passionate dances?
How would our lives be different if we never even met?
Is it too late to learn how to forgive and forget?
Would we know what we were missing if we never tried?
And will I ever get past the presence of a lie....

Don't ask me...(Unthinkable)

Can't call this unthinkable....

Not after the way we played with the idea
Set those words free into the night air
Whispering "what ifs" through laughing lips
The whole time blaming it on 80 proof sips
Not usually one for mid day flights but for you I'll board that paper plane
Put fire to fuel and at this height their "crazy" becomes our "sane"
We're just toying with a notion; should that really start a commotion?
Females hate the voice he loves like I've taken the 9th love potion...

But I won't call this unthinkable...

Truth be told,
We probably thought about it long before we knew the story would unfold.
Deep into the innocence of our friendship there lay a dormant seed
Hiding behind playful smiles was a want just waiting to become a need
Check the calendar again because the weather's warm and the month is long
But I'm feeling like February 14th has found me whenever I hear this song
Or should I say these songs since it seems we've created a soundtrack
It's this sound that saves our story whenever I think I should turn back.

Not that this is unthinkable...

It just seemed highly unlikely
That "want me" would morph into a version of "like me"
I'll end that thought before the verb becomes a double for a noun
Another four letter word often lost before it's found
So don't ask me because I'm not ready to be ready
I may be eager to be happy but I'm cool with slow and steady
Besides, I already find pleasure every time we're alone
You've already given me back that smile I forgot I owned

So the possibility of finding what I need inside your heart
Isn't unthinkable at all, it just deserves a lot more thought.

Guest Post: Thought About You

Thought about you all day.
Thought about so much that the day escaped me.
Care none 'cause in thought you were with me.
We held hands we kissed we talked we walked and when we get tired,
We embraced in silence.
I snapped out of these daydreams only to fall into another
Leaving me to wonder if my name was more than just a whisper on your tongue,
Or more than a secret spoken to deaf ears.
Today spoke of how I missed you.
Of how I long for you and yearn to see you if only for a little while.
In my mind that would equate eternity captured by a moment to be dreamt about tomorrow,
When I spend a day
In thought of you

By Rocky M.

Love the Way You Lie

Funny how there's no rewind in life but you can always play it back
And the things you most adamantly oppose you inevitably attract
Groundhog day; repeating the same lines 10 times
I know this argument so well I can recite it with closed eyes
Your kissing words are missing verbs; can't prove it without action
The possibility of more fabricates a frustrated satisfaction
Like the 10th stroke when I feel the sensation magnify between my thighs
Keep moving through the pain hoping to throb until I sigh
But this isn't a physical manifestation of a lust filled need
This is my heart; and you keep breaking it but you've never seen me bleed
So of course you don't believe.
You don't understand the realm beyond what you can see.

I do. I understand it more than the tangible truth
You can't see music but there's something magical that happens in a booth
I can't see God but I fear Him more than what I witness each day
You can't see love, so the concept is just something you use to play?

Now the possibility of less than me has caught you by surprise
You thought I'd be that girl who stays around and loves the way you lie...


...and maybe I will.

Because if you lie the same way you love I'm in for something of a thrill...

Music Inspired: Love Queen 1

(Inspired by The-Dream's Love King and various songs/lines from it)


Change my mind when it comes to you more than I change the track
Bi-polar with the way that I move forward and then bring it right back
"When Feelings Attack"
That should be the title of our affair
Lusting after the side effects of love without a care.
Kinda foolish to drive past the exit but still expect to get there.
One thing that's for sure? I'm not tryna fall in love again.
But I might be tryna sex intelligently with someone I call a friend.
Thinking about you long after the night says good morning
I guess that's what some people would call the first warning
I hear you blaring siren. I see you red flashing light.
And I've taken note of every possible exit off this flight.
I've kept in mind that it may be behind me
BBM keeps my emotional GPS so my girls can always find me
I wear my heart on my shirt, so I'll be rockin' a dress
Leave that weakness at home and I'll take all the rest

But yes..
Should ever the me he sees actually be the me he needs...

Yall don't hear me.
I'm saying if the me he feels is equal to the me that's real,

Well,

That's time's lucky privilege: to conceal and reveal

Purple Memories

Purple clouds escape into coconut flavored intoxication
Warm bodies dizzy and giddy from the combination
What I wanna do to you I can't even blame on the alcohol
Those thoughts were born in sobriety and flourished through a 4 hour phone call
Can't look in your eyes for too long or you're gonna see my every intention
My big browns all too easily give up the secrets of my affection
My pliable heart won't fall in love but it will crave the passion
So every touch unintentionally sets off a chemical reaction
Little currents of energy flowing like liquid reminders of kissing you
Now I spend my nights remembering the way you make me laugh and missing you
I want you to remember the warmth of my body, the softness of my skin
The wetness of my tongue pulling you deeper within
I want you to day dream about being inside of me
Take an earlier flight just to be beside me...
Then we can take a flight together; with no plane
Leave our bodies grounded and send our minds up with the haze
Drift lazily above the clouds between chocolate kisses and coconut induced flows
I feel good with you right here, right now, and that's all I need to know.
Eventually my dream is disrupted with a desire to feed
Find the bulge in your pants to supply what I need
I'm in charge as I slowly taste the source of my body's satisfaction
We inhaled pleasure so I'm savoring my tongue's every action
Closed mouths don't get fed and I'm tryna get breakfast in bed
The honey dripping down my thighs got you ready to beg
But you don't have to; I'm gonna give you all the nourishment you crave
And you can feast until the master becomes the slave
Take the figure eights you perfected up my stomach and to my breast
Use your hands so no part of me forgets to be caressed
Breathing in the intoxication of your energy mixed with mine
I feel you penetrate the entrance to the source of my divine
Eyes roll back as you take me higher up on our flight
No turbulence because it's fluid even though the ride is tight
I just might
*oooooh*
Be
*aaah*
Coming
*daaamn*
Now
You slow the flow so I don't crash but it's you who's gonna drown
I'm not full; I use my mouth remember your stroke and follow it
And as you throb inside my cheeks you know I'm gonna....

;-)